I am fake.
What do you think? Does that mean I’m faking about all the things I post on this website?
No! Almost everything I post here is absolutely true. (Maybe It’s just because of that I didn’t post up too much private things here, such as naked photo shoot, my sex experience, my ex……or something else.)
The reason I feel like this mostly is because of the spiritual problem.
Sometimes I feel happy, sometimes I feel sad. When I get along into a group( of friends or team...), I smile a lot, I laugh a lot, I enjoy of all the emotion I feel.
But I always feel like there is some part of me, doesn’t join of those emotion things. This part of me is cold, calm, silent. It is like “He can figure out what I should pretend at all the moment” then direct me into the kind of emotion. Thus, even if I have some strong emotion at the touching moment, I can still feel the calm side of me sitting in the corner of my heart steadily looking at me.
This feeling makes me afraid of myself a little bit.
What do you think? Does that mean I’m faking about all the things I post on this website?
No! Almost everything I post here is absolutely true. (Maybe It’s just because of that I didn’t post up too much private things here, such as naked photo shoot, my sex experience, my ex……or something else.)
The reason I feel like this mostly is because of the spiritual problem.
Sometimes I feel happy, sometimes I feel sad. When I get along into a group( of friends or team...), I smile a lot, I laugh a lot, I enjoy of all the emotion I feel.
But I always feel like there is some part of me, doesn’t join of those emotion things. This part of me is cold, calm, silent. It is like “He can figure out what I should pretend at all the moment” then direct me into the kind of emotion. Thus, even if I have some strong emotion at the touching moment, I can still feel the calm side of me sitting in the corner of my heart steadily looking at me.
This feeling makes me afraid of myself a little bit.
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